New Year's ~｡ﾟ☆

I think I just had the most fun & awesome New Year's ever!
Me and Filip was invited to Uppsala to spend the whole New Year's-weekend with all my 'hometown-friends' + lots of new, wonderful people. It was a big party with lots of dancing, games, champagne, food, songs, laugh, love & glitter. It was a perfect night and weekend all toghether.

At first I didn't think we'd make it to Uppsala in time, since I had to clear out my old apartment of everything and the cleaning alone took about 8 hours (!). We'd planned on going the day before New Year's Eve, so we didn't have to stress in the traffic on the actual day.
Anyways, we made it in time and arrived in Flogsta at Miriam & Simon's place the night before New Year's Eve, where Samuel and Oscar was also going to live. It was crowded in their little apartment, but hey.. that's the way we like it ^^

Oscar was ironing for the first time :D


Simon made food.


I braided in my pink extensions in Filip's hair, ha! Cool, methinks.
Unfortunately he took it out later :(


Samuel, doing his thing.




Miriam & Sandra Pääjärvi getting ready for the party.


Gunnar, the man who talks louder than anyone or anything :P
It doesn't matter how loud it is, you can always hear him.
Simon told me about one time when he and Miriam was going to a party at his new flat,
they'd never been there before and therefore didn't really know exactly where it was - but they didn't have to wonder long before they could hear him talk (!) on his balcony from far away hahahah ^^


Sandra P & Sandra B


Ingo & Filip.


Niko & Clas.


Rebecka.
First time I met Niko's fiancé :D


Me and Nikoooo :D


I had some sparkly cider. Nom.


snaps-songs.


Miriam & Simon was starting up the games.


Spaaarkly cider :D


One of my best friends, Clas.


Me & Filip ~❤｡ ﾟ｡


Me & Clas ~❤｡ ﾟ｡


Samuel, Miriam & Rebecka on the tanzfloor :D


Beautiful Miriam & Niko ~❤｡ ﾟ｡


HA. Me & Samuel OWNED the dancefloor. Seriously! :D


hahahaha, can't stop laughing at this picture ^^
I love it! ~❤｡ ﾟ｡
Simon & Oscar dancing.


Simon & Oscar dancing.


Sandra B, Sandra P & Kicki dancing.

Forest Star ~｡ﾟ☆ Winter Wonderland

Another lovely Forest Star has passed, but this time in a freezing Winter Wonderland.
We were playing music, dancing and raving in the snow 'til 6 in the morning.
And when it got too cold we just snuck into the big Tipi-tent to warm up,
and drink warm tea made over the fire.
I was in my sparkliest mood that night.
Dancing in an explosion of colors with sparkly snowflakes falling on you,
surrounded by beautiful people & to feel those beats and that bass pumping the music in your body is euphoric.

And some pictures that Luna took:

Longing for adventure

Earlier today I was looking at pictures and reading the blog of my three dear friends that are traveling around in Australia for a couple of months (or as long as they have money left).
I just realized, again, that I need to travel more!
That's one of the things that I absolutely love. Adventures.
I'm the kind of person that enjoys being away more than I like being at home.
I love to meet new people, see and experience new things.

So, when I've finished my studies I'm going to travel.
I don't mean like.. over a holiday or a few weeks. I mean, months.
There's gonna be lots of adventure, art, nature, creating, learning, MUSIC, inspiration,
experiences, excitement & culture. At least, that's how I imagine it to be.
That's what I want to get out of it all.

I think I'm the kind of person that needs to move around a lot. I need to be & feel in motion.
I just can't get stuck doing the same thing, living at the same place until my dying day.
I need to be impulsive and move with life, as it unfolds before me.
I'm more or less uncapable of making plans for more than 1 year ahead.
I just go with the flow, and believe that it'll all end up the best way possible.
But believe me, it can be very difficult being as stubborn and impulsive as I am.
The things I've thrown myself into without really thinking it through has either been a total disaster or ended up being the best things I've ever done in my life.
And now that I think about it.. even those things that was a total disaster, has led me to all the other wonderful things. Good ol' yin & yang, I guess.

Always

Repeating words until they're true
It slows the breathing
Pretend they never came from you
It kills the feeling

I'm not what you want
You said what I never could
We're falling apart
You said that we never would

It's not what I want
It's wearing you down
We're back where we started
No turning around
We're falling apart
I'm tearing you down
It's not what I want now

Before you walk, you'll learn to fall
Well stop and count to ten
We'll take these pictures off the wall
We'll stop and start again

I'm not what you want
You said what I never could
We're falling apart
You said that we never would

It's not what I want
It's wearing you down
We're back where we started
No turning around
We're falling apart
I'm tearing you down
It's not what I want

For always
Always
In always
Always

(Always)
We only go so far
It's not what I want for
(Always)
We only go so far
It's not what I want now

You're not in my heart
I'm wearing you down
I'm back where we started
No turning around
You're falling apart
I'm tearing you down
It's not what I want

For always
Always
In Always
Always

Alex Grey

One of my newly found favorite artists.
LOVES IT! om nom nom.